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shamefully Super Sad  

MichonneUK 46F
5306 posts
2/14/2019 1:48 pm
shamefully Super Sad
its Sad
if all your left with

is a Blue Pill
on Valentines ~

real SAD

shamefully Super sad ~

its just sad ~

well I can officially say

im vulnerable

just in Lady ways ~

&

last time I checked thats not a crime ~

ticks in all categories of being a real woman
in both levels of discomfort ~

now that I know how vulnerable I am it makes me more cautious ~

when you know or realise some one is really horrible to you ~
it makes it difficult

for me

actually consider them now on my way forward ~

~ im a very beautiful fragile Lady ~
with a Great Heart of Stone

& with physical disabilities that make me even more beautifully fragile

there is nobody on the planet I can trust

even the Doctors im scared off ~

they can make decisions based on my ability to cope ~ if I cant they could lock me away ~ for eternity

~

slowly hide the list of things I cant do ~

& rip up the list of things I would like to do ~ technically impossible

there is always a day when you know ~

well ~

in order to decide whether to take the blue pill or the red pill

you have to be in the clearest mind

in my case

im very much happy with the Blue Pill

{trinity dies} ~ that moment ~ in a ladies life when you realise you cant continue with him on his journey ~

too painFULL ~ & ~ physically im unable too ~ & ~ he is not Neo
or any other Great representation of Man {as I know know it } ~

~ sad ~ & amazing

I have to drink lots of water at times ~ convinced I could leave myself dehydrated if I cry too much

~ crying actually doesnt cook ~ its an acknowledgement of not being able to do the things
I can no longer happily do creatively on a once normal basis ~

just add heat ~ irony off options ~

amazing one day fine next day ~

pain Full & just knowing

who is not there

its horrible when Drs ask how bad is the agony

~ you look back at them with the

Dont ask ?

my arms gone & therefore ~ in the eyes of Phallic Law ~ couldnt even really give him a wank ~
irony ~

Dear Dr is really bad my agony ~

cant cook cant wank a cock ~

~~~~~~

I dont know if vulnerable is a crime or position a person is in or a feeling of not being able to work out what is dangerous or not ~

who to trust ~

I feel like one of those
MURDER VICTIMS

on

investigation & crimes channels ~

& thats so unfair

~ I think I need a new Light Saber ~

forget the things I cant do

& re-Member the things I can do ~
or I would like to think I can Do ~

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