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Blogs > AznBucker > A Sexual approach to PTSD

Day 2 of my sex based rehabilitation from PTSD  

AznBucker 44M
5 posts
5/7/2019 5:56 am
Day 2 of my sex based rehabilitation from PTSD

My Viagra prescription was approved online and I ordered webcam so I plan on doing some live camming here because I love exhibitionism. I am really excited about this and can't wait for it to come together. I went ahead and purchased a membership for this website. I am committed to going on this sexual journey and seeing where this road leads me.

I'm an Army veteran, and I am a broken man. I live in social isolation, when in fact, I have way to many talents for that. I feel like I have a sense of purpose now, a goal, and something to focus on other than fear.

Someone once told me that the cure to fear is gratitude. She said fear and gratitude cannot co-exist, but I found that fear and erections can't co-exist. I can't wait for the Viagra, really, and I plan on broadcasting my throbbing boner for you all for hours and hours. Eventually, I'll find women and men and transgender to play with on cam for you all, and it's going to be great. Break down my fears and explore my sexual fantasies.

I'm already feeling much better. Love you all!
Breaking down barriers: Attempting a sexual journey back from the depths of PTSD
Gina_L07 67T
387 posts
5/7/2019 7:34 am

 Good luck hon. I can't relate to what you are going through but my ex bf (Army) was in Afghanistan and Iraq. Welcome to the cam community. Being a cam ham is great fun but realize that there are some that will be mean and rude so you have to just cast them aside and appreciate more those who only have good comments and intentions. LOL..no viagra for me, just more estrogen. Take care and be safe. Ciao.

Gina


AznBucker replies on 5/7/2019 8:00 am:
Thanks for your kind words, and also your words of wisdom. I do have experience in the live cam world at a different site, that I wont give free advertising to on this site - my ex and I would do shows and it was a lot of fun. I'll be by myself when I first start here, but I'm hoping to do some shows with women, T's, and if enough people request it, also men (it would be my first with that). I'm sure I'll have to be careful about identity verification for others before hand, but I've gone through a similar process before.

But it's not just about camming. It's about breaking the pattern of giving into fears, and I think doing it in a sexual environment will be freeing.

Gina_L07 67T
387 posts
5/9/2019 4:47 am

 "But it's not just about camming. It's about breaking the pattern of giving into fears, and I think doing it in a sexual environment will be freeing."

I totally agree. Before I started camming (here and several other sites) I was very shy about revealing my fears and thoughts. This environment has helped me break out of that closed shell. Good luck again and take care.

Gina


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