so here i am!!  

bettiebear 43F  
332 posts
10/18/2017 4:47 am
so here i am!!


10 years ago today, that was the day i finally got to meet the amazing man that became such a huge part of my life.

1810...such a very special date, one i will always rememeber

we had happy times and sad times

we had ups and we had downs

we were on then we were off

he helped me through so much in my life

i will be forever grateful for what we shared and what he brought to my life

and as i sit here today its been 11 months since i had my last contact with him.

we hugged, he held my face and kissed me one last time then he walked away.

so much has happened in my life since then and there is so much i wish i could tell him and show him but i know i cant

but life has to go on.

didn't think i would ever be without him in my life, but i am and i have to deal with it.

i will admit nearly a year on and i still find it very hard at times, some days r better than others,

but days like today my thoughts r flooded with thoughts of him, us and what we shared,

my life still continues, I'm doing really well, I'm achieving things i didn't think i ever would and i have done it all on my own,

so i suppose when u feel like u cant possibly live life without that person i have proved to myself and others that u can!!!
oh and that the only person who is missing out is them!!

i hope life is treating u all well

much love to u all xoxoxoxox


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lok4fun500 109M  
45018 posts
10/18/2017 5:02 am

Hi there, huggiebear! So good to see you!
I am happy you had him in your life to share what you had together, but sadly you are right that life goes on....they are the ones missing out!
I am happy to hear you are doing well





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bettiebear replies on 10/20/2017 7:40 am:
Hello there my special santa so good to hear from u, hope ur keeping well and life is treating u kindly. I am blessed to have had with him what I did, I miss it so very much, don't get me wrong I miss the awesome mind blowing sex but I miss having my best friend to talk to.
life does go on even if it is as hard as it is.... and when I look at myself now and see the changes I do have to tell myself it really is him that's missing out.
big hugs to u my sweet xoxoxoxo

maybejustrex4 52M  

10/18/2017 7:06 am

Very poignant. I am glad for you for your experience and sympathize with the bittersweet feelings it can cause.


bettiebear 43F  
21008 posts
10/20/2017 7:44 am

    Quoting  :

Yep your right, life does go on, I just have to hold dear to me what we did have and keep moving forward. xxx

Life is what we make it, so let's make it good!!!
come visit my blog bettiebear
Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away.


bettiebear 43F  
21008 posts
10/20/2017 7:45 am

    Quoting maybejustrex4:
    Very poignant. I am glad for you for your experience and sympathize with the bittersweet feelings it can cause.
I am so lucky and blessed to have had what I did have with him but cant help feeling a little sad knowing I wont have it again and I have to move on and leave it all in the past. xxx

Life is what we make it, so let's make it good!!!
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citizen4722 62M  
64507 posts
10/20/2017 8:02 am

Hi Bettie
Indeed, it's his loss. So good to hear from you.


bettiebear 43F  
21008 posts
10/23/2017 8:06 am

    Quoting citizen4722:
    Hi Bettie
    Indeed, it's his loss. So good to hear from you.
Hello stranger, so nice when I come on here and I see some of the old familiar faces stop by, it always makes me smile, nice to know I haven't been forgotten by everyone It really is hard at times but I honestly do feel it is him that's missing out, after all I'm a cute kinda sexy naughty bear and he doesn't get to have that any more. Anyway so lovely to hear from u too xx

Life is what we make it, so let's make it good!!!
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Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away.


bettiebear 43F  
21008 posts
10/26/2017 7:16 am

    Quoting  :

It was just as nice to see that you had stopped by my blog and responded to the comment I left on your blog. I wouldn't even know where to begin as for all that has been going on in my life over the last year. I honestly do feel ur pain my love, nice to know someone else understands how ur feeling. u take care too love xoxoxoxo

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kukoocock 49M
5822 posts
11/9/2017 5:03 am

He there said I'd drop by sorry to hear about your relationship BB. Picking yourself up after something like that takes a lot I'd imagine so I hope all is going okay now. Life has its ups and downs alright... Be well



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openagenda 103M
6278 posts
11/19/2017 9:09 pm

Hugs Darlin'.

You are missed.

T


outtherelinda 53F  
18902 posts
12/5/2017 6:45 pm



I think I am about to go through the same thing with my fwb. I have been seeing him for nearly 9 years now and sadly I think it might been about to end. I had always hoped that should the sex side of things end that the friendship would continue but I am not sure it will.

I hope you are well and have some nice plans for xmas & new year.

Linda xxx




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