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only me
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Posted:Feb 17, 2019 9:24 am
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2019 12:01 pm 100 Views
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knows of me in Britain
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cardinally
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Posted:Feb 16, 2019 2:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2019 8:54 am 494 Views
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my cardinal lust
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taken my pills now
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Posted:Feb 16, 2019 1:21 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2019 9:58 am 405 Views
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hopefully
i will fall asleep
I have these
weird desires ~
not desires
more urgency
of passion to
be helpless in the right company ~ i dont sleep i dont get sexually knocked out by a powerful lover who is not imaginary
so i take pills
put myself asleep until another
another sunRise moonset moonrise sunset
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Hard Porn
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Posted:Feb 16, 2019 8:02 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2019 11:37 am 484 Views
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~watching something on netflix
& im so illustriously deprived im like
oohhh
I want a slap in the face now ~
attention
the irony
do I really want a slap in the face
I would take it
from the
right man
if he felt I needed one
my fate
slap me ~ dont slap me
are you Rambo having abad dream Frank Castle having a nightmere ~ slap me
I can take it
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no effort
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Posted:Feb 15, 2019 2:03 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2019 5:31 pm 598 Views
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~ all off a sudden ~
i know im sad I know im
upset
I got a new dress today
& im not excited
~ x
~ love it
the comforts of being
SAD
"I
personally think Kurt Cobain
is the new deity of inner upsets & pain ~
which is fine ~
all emotions are important ~
~ps~ not here to impress anyone ~ im here documenting my solitary ~ life ~
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shamefully Super Sad
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Posted:Feb 14, 2019 1:48 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2019 6:25 am 570 Views
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its Sad
if all your left with
is a Blue Pill
on Valentines ~
real SAD
shamefully Super sad ~
its just sad ~
well I can officially say
im vulnerable
just in Lady ways ~
&
last time I checked thats not a crime ~
ticks in all categories of being a real woman
in both levels of discomfort ~
now that I know how vulnerable I am it makes me more cautious ~
when you know or realise some one is really horrible to you ~
it makes it difficult
for me
actually consider them now on my way forward ~
~ im a very beautiful fragile Lady ~
with a Great Heart of Stone
& with physical disabilities that make me even more beautifully fragile
there is nobody on the planet I can trust
even the Doctors im scared off ~
they can make decisions based on my ability to cope ~ if I cant they could lock me away ~ for eternity
~
slowly hide the list of things I cant do ~
& rip up the list of things I would like to do ~ technically impossible
there is always a day when you know ~
well ~
in order to decide whether to take the blue pill or the red pill
you have to be in the clearest mind
in my case
im very much happy with the Blue Pill
{trinity dies} ~ that moment ~ in a ladies life when you realise you cant continue with him on his journey ~
too painFULL ~ & ~ physically im unable too ~ & ~ he is not Neo
or any other Great representation of Man {as I know know it } ~
~ sad ~ & amazing
I have to drink lots of water at times ~ convinced I could leave myself dehydrated if I cry too much
~ crying actually doesnt cook ~ its an acknowledgement of not being able to do the things
I can no longer happily do creatively on a once normal basis ~
just add heat ~ irony off options ~
amazing one day fine next day ~
pain Full & just knowing
who is not there
its horrible when Drs ask how bad is the agony
~ you look back at them with the
Dont ask ?
my arms gone & therefore ~ in the eyes of Phallic Law ~ couldnt even really give him a wank ~
irony ~
Dear Dr is really bad my agony ~
cant cook cant wank a cock ~
~~~~~~
I dont know if vulnerable is a crime or position a person is in or a feeling of not being able to work out what is dangerous or not ~
who to trust ~
I feel like one of those
MURDER VICTIMS
on
investigation & crimes channels ~
& thats so unfair
~ I think I need a new Light Saber ~
forget the things I cant do
& re-Member the things I can do ~
or I would like to think I can Do ~
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im taking
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Posted:Feb 13, 2019 10:59 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2019 11:52 pm 698 Views
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as many pills as I can to keep me sedated
tomorrow
Its too painful
yes
when I realise what I dont have
& I know someone else is getting that attention
it hurts
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half moon
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Posted:Feb 12, 2019 5:31 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2019 8:03 am 774 Views
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~x~
~ x
I cant explain the glow from the Golden Wreath
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Sleeve me be ~
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Posted:Feb 12, 2019 5:14 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2019 7:16 am 807 Views
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if eWe R Knot 4 me myself & eYe & I
all im saying ~
the Books you Bring in my Queendom ~
has had an effect on my
Brain
im stuck on page 97 ~
xxxxxxxxx
Great Britain
I want Warrior
Sex
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self charm songs ~
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Posted:Feb 11, 2019 11:43 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2019 4:04 am 799 Views
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https://youtu.be/ZdcVgMjewsA
for all the Good Ladies out there ~ holding their Queendoms together
alone on our Thrones ~ xxxxx
may this year be for us ~ & may our Knights be Great & loyal to our needs
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alone
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Posted:Feb 11, 2019 4:38 am
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2019 11:28 am 894 Views
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~
im doing my hair today
sitting naked until the inspiration
to Dye dye dye
gets the better of me
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