My Blog
Stories, thoughts, and my boring personal existence.
Keywords | Title View | Refer to a Friend |
Profile Pictures
Posted:Sep 3, 2017 10:14 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2019 10:08 pm
Here's the pictures from my profile so standard members can view them too. I'll try to add any new ones here as I add them to my main profile page.

A friend recommended that I copy my profile in here also. I agree so here it is:


I am a married woman with stuck in a rut. I'm looking to pass the time chatting, reading naughty stories, or whatever. I've been doing the blog thing, and have a few pictures on here too. I like to let my mind wander, and create captioned pictures. Feel free to read, and please comment. Meeting isn't in the cards for me at this point, and I won't give out any personal information. Aside from that I'm just a person that craves attention I guess. So feel free to comment about anything I have on here. I love reading them.

My Ideal Person An intelligent creative person with a good personality.


Sexual Orientation: Bi-curious

Looking For: Men, Women, Couples (man/woman), Groups, Couples (2 women), Couples (2 men)

Birthdate: May 16, 1974
Relocate?: No
Marital Status: Married
Swinger Type: Prefer not to say
Height: 5 ft 1 in
Body Type: BBW/BBM
Smoking: I'm a non-smoker
Drinking: I'm a light/social drinker
Drugs: Don't use Drugs
Education: High school graduate
Occupation: customer service
Race: Caucasian
Religion: Catholic
Have : Yes - at home
Want : Happy with what they have
Bra Size: 40 / 90 D
Speaks: English
Hair Color: Brown
Hair Length: Long
Glasses or Contacts: Glasses
Eye Color: Brown
Astrology: Taurus (Compatibility)
Personality Type:
The Caretaker
Purity: 69% Pure

My Kinks:

Anal Sex Ass Play (rimming, beads, etc.) Rough Sex (biting, breath play, hair pulling, etc.) Talking Dirty Blindfolds Bondage (rope, chains, cling film, confinement, etc) Extreme (fire, branding, piercings, knife/needle play, EMS, candle wax, etc.) Clamps (cock and ball, nipples) Collar and Lead/Leash Shaving Dildos (handheld & strap-ons) Domination/Sub/Switch Exhibitionism/Sex In Public Gang bangs Handcuffs/Shackles Humiliation Lingerie Making Erotic Photography/Video Massage Masturbation Mutual Masturbation Oral Sex Role Playing Sadism/Masochism Spanking/Paddling/Whips Toys Voyeurism

Profile Pictures 2
Posted:Sep 3, 2017 10:20 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2019 10:08 pm
Here's the last of the personal picture. I'm not going to post all of the captions here since most of them are here already, and it'll take way too long to do.

Showing Off part 1
Posted:Nov 18, 2019 9:01 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2019 8:44 am

I was cabin on a cool November morning just watching the wind blowing the leaves around outside just wearing black bra and panty not thinking anything of it when I watch the neighbor from across the road tear of his driveway.

"One of these days he's going hit something." I think knowing the deer walk across his driveway all the time.

The guy is like a hundred years old so he's probably set in his ways. He's a nice guy though not much look with a bald head, and very skinny. He's not much taller than , and I'm five foot one inch. He always waves or says hello when he sees us, and once and a while he stops by if we're outside otherwise he keeps to himself just like most of us up here. Then again being a 45 year old fat married mom I don't go around talking to everyone.

I may be middle age, but I still have long brown hair. I have the salon thank for . Most guys know tell I'm too cute for a married chick. The one's aren't trying get pants just tell I'm way too nice of a person most of the time. I do what I can to when needed is all, but there's not much a 0 pound like can do. I'm either too weak, or too big. husband says weight just made boobs and ass better over the years. They are much bigger. eighteen I was an A cup, and now I'm a D. I think childbirth had something do with too.

I know 's why belly has the stretch marks, or as husband calls them, stripes. weight doesn't slow down though. fat little legs can carry a long way before they get sore. I also don't mind being unclothed whenever possible even though most girls size try always cover up, and being here the cabin alone means I can walk around however I want. Today I decided on just underwear. Tomorrow it may be nothing, or it may be fully clothed? I'll decide then. I'm not an exhibitionist by any means, but I do get turned on pushing the limits of having others see me.

After five minutes I watch him race back into his driveway at about thirty miles hour. I just shake head and laugh thinking, "If you weren't always in such a hurry you'd see the fat lady in this window."

I sit back with a sexy romance novel, and soon enough hear him over there using his mower clear the leaves from his lawn and drive just like he always does. The noise of the mower is irritating since I have keep a close eye case family drops by unexpectedly. I don't need them seeing too much. 's also the reason I check whenever I hear a vehicle driving by. After an hour of noise it quiets down so I can hear the breeze in the leaves. Every time I hear a vehicle I stand in the window see if I need dress. Most of the time it's the wind. Once in a while it's a car or truck turning the dead end front of driveway.

I just stand there watching. If they see they see. I'm not bashful, but I'm not going wait the end of the driveway waving arms. Just before noon I watch a red truck turning around slowing down real fast mid turn. I feel nerves stand on end and heart beats of chest watching it pull a stop the edge of drive.

"I think I've been spotted?" I think aloud.

I soon see a bunch of turkeys walking across the road in front of the truck.

"Or maybe not."

heartrate slows back normal, and I sit back returning book occasionally looking the window in front of as I sit. I hear voices over the sound of the idling truck, and I glance the corner of the window peeking see neighbor talking with the truck driver. All I see is the bed of the truck through the trees, and I can't make what they're saying. I slowly get confident enough just stand the middle of the window watching them chat. After a few minutes the truck drives off, and neighbor walks over his driveway. He messes with his mailbox a few minutes, and then looks up waving .

I wave back forgetting I'm standing in underwear plain view. He immediately comes walking over. I panic, and toss on a gray camo fleece zip up and some black shorts barely finishing by the time he knocks on the door. I open it inviting him in.

"Hello. How are you? I haven't seen you in a while I hope things have been okay for you?" He says standing in the doorway as I close it behind him.

"I'm good thank you. Things have just been really busy at home so we didn't get up as much as we wanted."

"So they all sent you up first to get things ready before they get here?"

"Oh no. I snuck away for a few days. I don't have to be back until Saturday or Sunday so I'll be able to relax for the next four days."

"Well, it's great seeing you again, and if you need anything give a holler."

"Will do." I answer as he walks .

"Crisis averted." I sigh watching him walk up his driveway.

As soon as he's of sight I strip back down underwear returning book. I soon get a really steamy chapter, and I can't take my eyes away feeling myself getting worked up over it.

The thing about is I get horny very easily. Too easily, and when I get horny crotch gets wet. The hornier I get the wetter I get. I've already left wet spots on chairs, and woken up with a swamp between legs. It's not fun especially the worst times. Right now I don't care. I just want keep reading resisting the urge touch myself since will only exasperate the issue even though I can feel myself overheating fast.

"I'll just take care of things when the scene is done." I think.

When I finally finish I set the book down feeling hornier than I've been in a long time. Something outside catches my eyes, and when I look up I see the neighbor standing there watching me. I gasp knowing it's too late to hide. heart jumps into throat as the adrenaline makes head pound. Taking a deep breath I rationalize I'm underwear so it's not bad. Then horniness tells I'm underwear so he can see most of .

I watch as he turns the door walking right in. He walks right up standing feet while I sit staring down with a glimmer his eye.

"You have a great body." He says after a minute.

"Um, thanks?" I say nervously as he ogles .

He reaches for his crotch drawing attention down it. I see him grab his rather thick bulge stroking it slowly. pussy warms even more lust while vision fixates on his bulge.

"You like?"

I stay silent as he steps closer spreading feet apart as I sit up straight the chair.

"I like what I see. I want see more. Do you?"

lust gets the better of for a second making reply with, "Yes."

Before I know what I just said he's unzipping his jeans pulling his dick of his white briefs. It hangs inches from face bouncing as it points . I can't take eyes off it. The purple head with the pee hole topping off the veiniest shaft I've ever seen. He looks rock hard, and has to be seven inches long or more.

He takes right hand wrapping fingers around the base of the shaft. I feel it pulsing with blood as I strain touch fingertips together around it. He just holds hand as he rocks his hips using hand masturbate himself. All I can do is watch it and feel it sliding in hand. It looks so sexy and I quickly see a drop of pre form on the pee hole.

Like most girls I have weaknesses, and sight is one of them. I've always gone crazy for a dick leaks pre for some reason. They just turn me on so much it isn't right. This one along with horny state of mind easily drive over the edge, and I forget modesty and decency.

With the urge too great I lean forward licking the pre from the tip hearing him moan in response. His moan is all I needed hear so I let go licking the bottom of his shaft from his balls to the tip before taking as much as I can into mouth. His hips rock with head bobbing. lips tight around his cock is so satisfying. I don't mind when he hits the back of throat on occasion making gag slightly. I've had an urge for a dick like this for a long while, and it's now being filled quite well.

His right hand drops down while I blow him reaching behind unhooking bra. I feel it loosen before he takes the straps pulling it away. Then his right hand finds left breast caressing it gently. hard nipple rubs across his palm sending shivers up spine and making moan.

"This feels so good." He moans.

I feel nipple crush slightly between his fingers sending a shock of excitement through me crotch.

"Oohhh." I moan on his dick.

"You're going make finish soon doing pretty lady."

I look up him stroking him smiling, "I better stop then."

He kneels down between legs on the floor taking breasts his hands caressing them both while watching them move. It feels so nice especially when he gently pinches nipples between his fingers. Just when I think it can't get better I feel his mouth engulf left nipple sucking and nibbling while he rubs right breast.

"Oh God feels so good!" I moan feeling like a cat in heat.

He sucks for a while before turning his mouth right nipple. hips rock the chair the cushion under unconsciously. His hands eventually explore sides and belly all the way hips where his fingers slip under the waistband of panties slowly pulling them down. ass lifts allowing underwear slip over as he pulls them the floor and off before it returns sitting right on the edge of the cusion. He kneels watching as he runs his hands up the insides of legs from ankles thighs giving goose bumps all over. As his fingers near crotch legs part on their own giving him full access crotch.

I look down as he watches bared pussy front of him, and I feel his fingers tracing labia making hips rock need. When his touch caresses clitoris body jumps response.

"OOOHHHHH!" I moan.

Then he traces down slipping through vaginal opening making hips rock return.

"God yesss." I hiss.

I hear how wet I am as his finger slips in and of . I lay back closing eyes; loving every second. The next thing I feel is his lips engulfing right nipple while his fingers fuck , and it's way more than I could have expected or done by myself pleasure wise.

"OH FUCK YEAH! I moan arching my back in delight.

After a couple of minutes his fingers pull away and grab my left breast just as I feel the tip of his dick pressing against my crotch parting my labia vaginal opening. I look down him feeling senses returning for a second, but still so ready.

"You need put on a connnnndaaaaHHHHHHHH!" I moan pleasure as his cock pushes .

It slides deep opening pussy more than it ever been, and hitting places haven't been hit since ex. He slowly begins fuck as he lifts his head from nipple looking .

"What was ?"

"Never.. ohhh... mind... Jussst... Pull ." I moan as his cock picks up speed.

He wraps his arms around waist holding tight while his hips make use of every inch of his cock. I don't even last five minutes before I begin quivering in sheer ecstacy.

"OH GOD I'M COMING!!!!!" I moan loud as the wave shudder through .

I feel vaginal walls clenching his hard dick as it slides in and harder. He squeezes tighter while hips rock against him. He quickly holds tight grinding his dick deep. legs wide open around his waist entwined in our naked glory. His lips wrap around left nipple as I hear muffled grunts coming from him, but I can only focus on pleasure.

For a few beautiful minutes I ride the waves until they disappear. I lay back panting feeling his cock occasionally throb inside of . He lets go of waist rising up looking the eyes smiling. Then another throb makes his hips push against as his body tenses.

"You didn't, did you?" I ask.


"Damn it. I asked you pull ."

"I was too into it. It's not going to be a problem is it?"

He throbs again.

"Maybe in nine months if you keep adding more."

He grinds into for a few seconds before pulling . Sitting back he stares crotch.

"'s such a pretty sight."

"Pretty messy." I .

He gets up pulling up his pants staring the entire time before speaking. "I'm going go then. This was a dream come true. I haven't had anything in a long time as far as sex. Thank you. Please keep standing in the window. I'll be watching now."

I stand up with legs still shaking from orgasm following him the door closing it behind him. Then I stand in the window watching him walk home, and feeling his running down legs. Once he's of view I go clean up. I sit on the toilet pushing as much of his . It never seems end as it drips into the water.

"I guess it has been a while for him." I think. "I just hope it comes liquid now instead of solid in a few months."
An Update from a Closet Slut
Posted:Nov 12, 2019 6:20 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2019 9:17 am
Hello again all you wonderful and crazy sexy fiends. I hope you've all been well? I've been my usual busy self, and unfortunately even more than normal for a few weeks. It looks like it's all coming to an end though. I'm happy, and yet sad.

First things first... At work things have been shaken to the core once again for my team and others. Another "restructuring" has gone through. Many were let go, and a few moved around. A couple from my team were let go. Well my team was full for a month, then halved, and now the training begins again for three more. I was passed up for this "promotion" thank God. It also sounds like one of the new people are going to be on every Saturday so I don't have to work them all. That sucks for my wallet, but a welcome piece of information.

At home not much has changed. I'm still taking care of my family, and now helping with my sister's when needed. That's been a hassle when I have to be taxi driver, and get my own stuff done. I still get up at six every morning during the week, and I still have to work every afternoon until late. So there's some routine to keep me somewhat sane.

In the bedroom... I wouldn't want to be responsible for boring you to death. The only action I'm getting is in my dreams, and it's not with my hubby there either. I guess dreams do reflect reality in that aspect. When he's in my dreams he usually the cause of the stress happening. But enough of my whining. I'm sure nobody wants to hear my problems since everyone has their own. So I'll just tell you about my last dream. Keep in mind it was just my emotions running high.

I was standing on my front porch wearing just my bra and underwear as cars were driving by bumper to bumper. They all just stare at me as they go by. I can't see who, but I know they're looking. I try to walk in, but there's ropes coming out of the concrete tying my ankles in place. When I reach behind me for the door handle it ends up being a very large black dick. I drop it, but it's stuck to my hand and it's crawling up my arm to my chest. I know where it's trying to go and I want it to go there, but my husband is standing behind the door watching me.

I turn looking at the road again as the black dick heads under my arm pit and down my side when my arms are grabbed and yanked straight out to the sides. I look side to side seeing two small garden gnome looking guys holding the ropes that are tied around my wrists. They reach over tearing my bra off slowing the traffic in front of me. I know they're working with the black dick somehow, and I'm afraid but yet so horny. My husband bangs on the door scolding me. I try to get loose, but I can't. Then they show me their big white dicks with cartoon like red heads seconds before I feel the black dick under my right breast moving to the middle.

They're dicks are poking back and forth like they're fucking the air toward me. Then they jump off landing on my feet. I can feel the hot slimy feel of them as they worm up my ankles. I struggle harder as my husband bangs on the door pissed at me. I can feel the dicks leaving a slime trail up my legs. When the dicks get above my knees the little gnomes rip off my underwear. The traffic is a parking lot with cars parking all over the place watching me. I feel the black dick tapping on my chin telling me that it's heading for my mouth.

I clench my jaw and purse my lips, but it just pushes right in all the way to my throat. It hits my throat just as the two dick begin to slither to my bottom end. One at each hole tickling as they rub making me moan. My husband slams the door behind me locking it. That's when I woke up. I wanted to feel them in me, but I didn't want the emotional confusion that went with it. I can still remember the way those dicks tickled my bottom end before starting to crawl inside.

I guess I am just another crazy old lady. I even tried having some "personal" time recently as well. I did finish, but it wasn't very relieving. I need a few days to do things right. That, or a good hard dick. I'm tossing around the idea of just meeting one person to see how things go. I don't know how or who it would be, or even when for that matter maybe around New Years? I would probably be able to go out that night without too many questions. Any suggestions? Maybe you can tell me what we'd do if we met too?

So I'll end this long winded blog by saying that I love chatting, and I love the comments on my pictures. Only a few have guessed which ones are me so far, and nobody has guessed them all. So to really make things interesting I'm doing something I really shouldn't, but fuck it. Somewhere in the attached captions is my phone number. All ten digits. If you call I won't answer, but if you text you'll get a reply. I pay per text so make it worth my while. Now keep in mind I may not answer right away because, well, I have shit to do, but when I reply we can chat for a bit usually. So strap on your bifocals, and warm up your brains. Let's see who can figure out my dumb puzzle.

Maybe to for an incentive I'll give something as an award to the first one that figures it out. I don't know what though. Maybe a pair of my dirty underwear since I get asked for those a lot? I'm putting myself out there doing this so please don't make me regret it. So I best be going. I hope you all stay happy and healthy, and don't let this cold snowy weather get you down. I know it sucks, but then I suck, and I don't think I'm that bad. I look forward hearing your replies, and good luck working out my puzzle. Until the next time. Later.

The autumn wind is blowing
Posted:Oct 17, 2019 6:59 am
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2019 7:01 am
And it's bringing the cool wonderful temps. The air is getting crisp, and the skies are turning gray. I guess 's why I've been a weird mood lately? I've been normal horny self, but emotions are flip flopping between wanting it hard and rough soft and sensual. Right now I look see only people voted on last poll and nobody has commented on last blog entry, and I feel let down. Which is weird because I'm not here for confirmation. I know I don't need some stranger on the internet tell what they would do . I guess I just like hear it though. When you I'm most always ready go; I suppose the comments tell me I'm still wanted some strange way.

I'm hoping it's just stress, and I'm not going totally insane. I'll never know unless someone tells me when I've gone over the deep end. So if you see me there running around buck naked screaming for attention just calmly take somewhere private please.

This time of year is favorite. The fall harvest time is here with cool weather, warm cider, and usually a few weeks off head the cabin. It sounds like those weeks are going have be postponed though since work is still backed up. I was planning on having a week off in the beginning of November, but it sounds like 's going be cancelled on . happens way more than I want, but it's part of the job. Right now it's still on, but I'm not going hold breath.

My dreams are getting crazier too. Just last night I dreamt I was walking through the woods, and someone was following me. I was cold and there was a bonfire ahead of me, and as I neared the fire I realized I was naked. The fire felt good as I stood facing it. Then tall dark men began to walk from behind the flames on both sides of me. All I could fixate on was their huge thick penises. I woke up just as their hands grabbed upper arms lifting off feet.

I have no idea what it means. I think I'm just losing mind. Lol. Have yourselves a safe and prosperous life, and be happy. I'll blog again soon. Later.

Which Shirt is Sexiest?
Posted:Oct 9, 2019 6:59 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2019 10:09 pm

I tend think most men prefer their women to dress as sexy as they can, and a lot of us girls like to dress sexy as well. My questions are... What is considered sexy versus showy? Can it be both, or is there some invisible line separating the two? Given the choice I prefer something that will tease showing just enough skin without giving away any secrets like a plunging neckline which will show just enough cleavage like the second option.
Sexy yet conservative
Sexy and teasing
Showy but sexy
Showing most all
Other ( add comment)
3 Comments , 30 votes
October Already
Posted:Oct 8, 2019 9:17 pm
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2019 2:23 pm
Here we are in October already. It's almost Halloween, and I'm still working way too much. I don't have anything new to report, and I haven't been as naughty as I wish I was. The best I've been able to do is dress in a rather inappropriate manner. As in I wore a skirt that was rather loose flowing, and blouse that had a questionably deep neckline, and I left my bra and underwear in my dresser drawer. Someday someone will recognize me, and take me like I've always dreamt. Until then I guess I'll just keep hoping.

Not much has changed at home either. My husband is still on the fence about letting me have fun without him. I don't want to push the issue, and then have him revert back to just arguing about it. So I'll bide my time until he's finally ready. We've been too busy to think much about that stuff anyway.

My naughty dreams are still happening on a regular basis. Not everyday, but at least twice per week. My last on was me driving along. It was the middle of the day, and I was buck naked. My hands were tied to the steering wheel, and my body was tied to the seat in a way that my breasts were tied as well. The car wouldn't go very fast, and I had to drive through the downtown traffic.

I was so wet and turned on when I woke up as I approached the long lines of cars moving slow. I felt the fear, the exhilaration, the sexual tension deep inside of me knowing that I'm so turned on, and hoping that I'll be ravaged somehow.

Before that I dreamt the I was alone in a boat in the middle of the lake. It was a small row boat, but the oars were gone leaving me stranded. Nobody was around to help until another large boat pulls alongside me. A rope flies through the air to me wrapping all the way around me. As I struggle to untangle myself the boat pulls away. I shout out for them to stop, but in seconds the rope get taut, and my clothes go flying off leaving me naked. I look around to see hundreds of boats all around me, and I can feel the eyes on me.

I remember feeling afraid and turned on at the same time. I woke up in another wet spot. I'm getting used to those. Lol. Even after the last time my husband and I had sex I woke up in a horny puddle. I hope when I hit menopause this calms down. I'm really tired of my body reacting to everything, and over reacting to nothing.

Well, enough of my whining. I hope you all aren't too bored with my latest installment here. Sorry if you are. Aside from the naughty things in my mind I'm not much fun. Lol. Until the next time stay safe, and be happy. Later.

1 comment
August is almost done.
Posted:Aug 22, 2019 8:01 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2019 10:09 pm
It's hard to believe summer is just about over. I've been so damned busy I haven't had a chance to really get out to enjoy it. I went camping once , and only had one fire at home to sit . I've been so busy working and being wife and mommy I haven't had a chance to be the slut I wished I could be. I haven't even been on here as much as I wished I could. I miss the sexy chats, and meeting new people. I'm hoping this ends soon, and I can spend a day on here to just chat with everyone is willing to get my juices flowing. Until day I'm left just hoping and dreaming.

Here's a little update for anyone cares. Stay safe and happy. Later.

My Vacation
Posted:Jul 29, 2019 9:10 am
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2019 10:07 am
Hello everybody! It was a great week away camping. The weather was great since it only sprinkled twice all week, and that was in the middle of the night. We cooked over the fire all week giving the food that little extra flavor. It was quiet and peaceful for the most part. Being in a state park you always have a few that need to be asshats.

On Monday night we went for dinner. Just the two of us. When we got back we sat by the fire just enjoying one another's company. At bed time he gave me the greatest back rub, and I mean the best with the best kind of ending.

He slowly lifted my shirt up off me to rub my entire back. I was so relaxed. Eventually he pulled my underwear down to rub the small of my back and butt cheeks. I bent into a more fetal position on my left side, and I never even felt him get undressed. I just felt him slip into my eager puss.

He slowly rubbed and fucked me making me orgasm fast. It had been so long that I forgot how great it feels. We quickly moved into the missionary position where he massaged and sucked my breasts while slowly moving in and . I have to admit that I was soaking wet from excitement and orgasm. He used every inch of his dick to fuck me, and I came two more times. Little ones, but still orgasms.

He was so methodical, and exacting. He worked me so slow and good that by the time he was massaging my breasts hard it felt like heaven. He bit and sucked adding so much to my pleasure. He looked me right in the eye just as he pushed deep into me filling my vagina with his sperm. It felt like it wouldn't end as he filled me so full. It made me shake with orgasm one last time as a really strong one me.

He keeps his cock buried deep until I finished the main part of my orgasm, and then he kissed me before pulling . He even wiped me off the best he could before handing me a tissue. I needed a few to clean the load leaking from me though. It was still leaking the next morning. I fell asleep, and slept good that night.

The only other fun we had was when I gave him a quick blow in the screen tent when I got horny reading a sexy chapter in a book. I got horny, and he was just reading. So I snuck to my knees, crawled under his arms, unzipped his shorts while he was asking what I was doing, and then I went to work. People were walking by, but I doubt anyone seen anything. I'm sure he would have stopped me if they had. Instead he let me do as I wanted, and I sucked him to the end savoring every last inch and drop.

Needless to say it was a great week that ended way too fast. Now it's back to the grind, and getting things back in order at home and work. I hope all of you have a great week also. I hope you all stay safe, and happy. Later.

June Already
Posted:Jun 15, 2019 8:47 am
Last Updated:Oct 8, 2019 9:20 am
Hello everyone, and welcome back to my blog. Not much new here to report. Just working six days per week ten to twelve hours per day. The paychecks are nice, but it sure does get old fast.

My kiddos are out of school, and home now which makes working so much even more frustrating. They grow up too fast as it is, and I feel like I'm missing out. I'm hoping my vacation next month goes as planned, and then things will be more relaxed for me.

Even though I've been busy I have been checking in as often as I can. It may not be for a long time, but I do what I can. I still want to chat even though I don't always have the time. I really like the messages that start out telling me what is going to happen to me. Some of the people get very creative, and I wish it could come true. Others not so much. The old first message asking me what I'm wearing seems to be a normal one too. I'm usually thinking that it doesn't matter since you want me out of anything I have on anyway.

As far as at home there's not much to say. My frustrations grow with my stresses. Working adds more stress, and there's no relief in sight. My dreams are getting rather strange though. Some are non sexual, but a few are really out there. One that sticks in my mind was that I was standing on the edge of a dock overlooking a dead calm lake at sunset. Something reached up grabbing my ankle pulling me down.

I hung on to the edge of the dock as it pulls all of my clothes off, and then my grip lets go. I feel the cold water cover my naked body as I'm dragged under through the water at a high rate of speed by my ankles. Somehow I can breathe though. When I look in the direction I'm being pulled I see a huge outcropping that looks like a monstrous cock. My legs are opened as I get closer, and the fear fills me. Then just before I'm impaled on it I woke up. I remember feeling scared, frustrated, and let down all at the same time.

I guess I'm just losing my mind. Most of my dreams like that lately have been much more tame. Just the feeling of warmth as I'm being held, and then the feeling of strong hands caressing my nakedness. It's always finalized by me not feeling the satisfaction of an ending. It' no fun being horny all the time. That's for sure. The rainy gloomy weather isn't a help either.

Anyway... All is good with me otherwise, and I hope you all are staying safe and healthy. Feel free to like and comment on my stuff. I'll try to update and post as I get a chance. Big hugs to all the lovers, and a kiss my ass to all the haters. Stay safe, stay healthy, and stay in touch. Later.

Easter Weekend for Me
Posted:Apr 24, 2019 9:07 am
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2019 9:14 am
Well friends I finally got a few days off from work! I spent the first few with my family, and it was great. I think my husband agreed to relax my bonds, but I'm not sure. I just asked him if was was afraid to lose me, he he admitted it. Then I asked if he trusted me, and he said he does. Mind you this was part of an entire conversation. I asked if he wanted me to be happy, and if he would do whatever it took to keep me happy? He said he did and would. Then the conversation turned to our sex life or lack there of. I reminded him of what he just said, and then asked if he would be afraid there's a better man out there for me? He admitted it's a legitimate fear so I eased his mind, I think. I ended the conversation when he started to get uncomfortable.

When I first brought up the subject he would just get mad and walk away. Now we actually talk. This time I ended it asking, if he could let me be happy knowing my love is his even if it meant seeing me with someone else for a short time, would he do it. He said yes! It's not an actual, "Yes you can ," but it sounded like it. I'm hoping for a chance to get him to clarify. I want to hear him actually say the words so we both know for certain. I'm not going to break up my marriage on a "could be." But, hey, I'm stoked! It's taken a long time to get this far. Once he says I can my problems will really begin. I have to decide who's first without slighting anyone.

I know what I want right now, but may change in an hour. Right now I want a man can hold me close easing my fears. A guy will slowly peel my clothes off kissing every inch of my body starting with my neck and working down. Someone with a gentle touch to bring out the goose bumps in me when his fingertips trace my body. I want a man knows when to push me on my back and kiss up the insides of my legs. He will look into my eyes when he lays between my legs, and he will slowly fill me with his hardness. I want to be filled deeper than I ever have, and stretched wider than I thought possible. He will move just right until I'm writhing in ecsatsy. I want to feel him throbbing between us when he pulls out of me to finish all over my crotch.

After we will hold one another for a while. Maybe go for another round later? Maybe my mood will change by then? All I know is my dreams haven't been much fun lately. Yes, I'm still dreaming more than usual, but it's not every night. Most are good, but a few really suck. Like one I had about a week ago where I was sitting at work answering the phone and my boss started screaming at me for something I did right. I woke up when she threw my computer at me just before it hit me. I woke my husband up when I startled awake. In another one I was walking along a treed path. The ground was paved, but I knew I was miles from anywhere. I felt like the weight of the world rested on my shoulders.

I came up to an open area with torches all around the circular opening. In the middle was four large stones. All of them shaped like dicks. The first one was regular size at about six inches, and proportionately wide. Then they get progressively larger until the biggest one which has to be twelve inches, and really thick. They are lined up in a row, and I feel like there are things under them I have to collect. I also know I can't touch them with my hands. I begin stripping, and squat on the first one. It's cold inside of me as I move it with my vagina. I grab the paper under it before moving to the next one. It's a bit bigger, but I move it too. The third one is about two inches bigger than the first. It fills me full, but I manage to move it even though I'm so wet it keeps sliding out of me.

When I get to the last one I'm in desperate need for an orgasm. It's intimidating, and I'm scared. I squat over it feeling the cold stone against my overheated puss, and I psych myself to just do it. Then just as I set to just do it I wake up. My underwear are literally soaked. I had to run down to the bathroom to change and clean up. I wound up laying in my wet spot for the rest of the night. I don't know why, but dream just sticks in my mind for some reason. Maybe it's all the raw emotions, or maybe it's the sexual energy? Maybe it was because I had to sleep in my puddle? I don't know.

Sorry I've been so long winded. Aside from my dreams and fantasies not much else is going on in my world. Planning the family vacation, working, and being mommy. The usual mostly. I've been trying to get here to post more updates, but I don't want to be responsible for boring you to death. But hey, next month is Mother's Day, my birthday, and ends with a nice long weekend. Maybe I'll have some good news to bring you all? I'm hoping.

's all for me this time around. I hope you all stay safe and healthy. Remember to like and comment on my stuff so I know what is good. Send me some good messages too. I love reading a hot story, or seeing what you would do with a girl like me. I like the unfettered ones the best. Nothing but carnal sordid words. Until the next time, later.

Under the Skirt
Posted:Apr 6, 2019 6:17 am
Last Updated:Jun 25, 2019 9:47 am

What is the sexiest under a skirt?
G- string
Regular panties
Boy shorts
3 Comments , 38 votes

To link to this blog (daddysmichele) use [blog daddysmichele] in your messages.

45 F
November 2019
Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat

Recent Visitors

Visitor Age Sex Date
Learningcurve1 36M12/10
packageman57  62M12/9
dunkelbuntV2 56M12/8
Nothingmuch58  59M12/8
phindsum 35M12/8
bflojo 45M12/8
Du_MeRight 47C12/7
jabobo2000 23M12/7
arcogar1967 52M12/6