When I'm with you... I feel content... warm... maybe, even, in love... but, how long has that been..  

easy_going2014 52M
6684 posts
5/22/2017 8:38 pm
When I'm with you... I feel content... warm... maybe, even, in love... but, how long has that been..


When I'm with you... I feel content... warm... maybe, even, in love...
but, how long has that been... if you ask... surely, it's too long...

it's now a loss of it... that thing that we coveted so much... 'cause we could see it... feel it... touch it...

I know who was at fault... a self-destructive tape... kinda like mission impossible... except this is my life... somehow, I just want to hold and be held...

but, then I see a glimpse of an illusion of something greener... prettier... sexier... and, my other head takes over... it makes no sense, 'cause in the end the love you take, is equal to the love you make...
but...

you can't make up your mind... you're weak... you don't want to let go... you feel like you're a commercial to sell yourself to the highest bidder... only... it's not a commercial...

it's real, and you're left with an emptiness, that is well-deserved...

and, so... my little pretties...

are these lyrics for you... have you been there before...

Aftertheparty - "Perpetual"

"you cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
I just want to hold it
I wanna feel it again
perpetually

I'm getting used to the silence
you not used to relying on nobody but me
you not used to relying
guess you got sick of the lying
I know what it's about baby
sitting by myself faded, I'm faded again
I know what it's about baby
all these problems i make up, we make up again
and it's my fault
oh I know
end this dial tones with low serotonin
bonds that not ionic oh you feel so cold and
you can't even feel it numbness gets so old

I cannot feel this no more, no
numbness that's perpetual
I just want to hold it
I wanna feel it again
perpetually"

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Maybe, you'll give them a listen..

Maybe, it will be your wake up call...

Maybe, you will just fall asleep...

hmm...

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easy_going2014 52M
10832 posts
5/22/2017 8:39 pm

"Oh yeah, all right
Are you going to be in my dreams
Tonight?
And in the end
The love you take
Is equal to the love you make..." - The Beatles - "The End"

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author51 56F
79372 posts
5/23/2017 1:13 am

I think we have all been here my friend with some regret.Now missing not having that special someone in our lives..

One can never have enough JOY in their life...


sexyldy1000 58F  
3649 posts
5/23/2017 3:17 am

Great choice of words to reflect those feelings of emptiness and loneliness.
We all want to be needed and wanted and feel fortunate when we are.


Stimulate my mind and the possibilities are endless.


easy_going2014 52M
10832 posts
5/23/2017 6:25 am

    Quoting author51:
    I think we have all been here my friend with some regret.Now missing not having that special someone in our lives..
Hi Joy.

Thanks for visiting and commenting on my blog.

I'm glad that it touched you.

We do make mistakes a long the way.

Have a great Tuesday!!!

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easy_going2014 52M
10832 posts
5/23/2017 6:27 am

    Quoting sexyldy1000:
    Great choice of words to reflect those feelings of emptiness and loneliness.
    We all want to be needed and wanted and feel fortunate when we are.

Hi sexyldy1000.

It's been awhile.

I appreciate you taking the time to comment in this one.

We do need to be loved and cared for.

Have a wonderful day!

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sweet_VM 61F  
80296 posts
5/23/2017 7:51 am

We have all been there easy.. There are really no words to describe your loneliness but you have done well at it.. Do have a wonderful day my friend.. Your never alone when your on this site you have us hugssssssss V

My thoughts for you today!

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easy_going2014 52M
10832 posts
5/23/2017 4:07 pm

    Quoting sweet_VM:
    We have all been there easy.. There are really no words to describe your loneliness but you have done well at it.. Do have a wonderful day my friend.. Your never alone when your on this site you have us hugssssssss V

    My thoughts for you today!
Hi sweet_VM.

thanks for reading and providing me with your warm comments.

It is difficult to lose that connection to someone you've loved.

I'm glad that you liked the lyrics.

Have a great Tuesday!

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Good luck!!!


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