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The Mind is too Sexy to Waste
 
Little thoughts and mental meanderings of a burgeoning Sensual aiming to prove that the mind should never be underestimated in the expression of physical love.
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My beautiful piece of apple pie....
Posted:Oct 21, 2018 11:28 pm
Last Updated:Jan 16, 2021 10:14 am
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Your gorgeous mouth entices me with its innocence, yet you are a fierce taker of what you want.

I pledge allegiance to your cheeky smile and to our shared liminal space of play.

You are red, white, blue...and fucking delicious.

When I see the eager in your eyes, I bend.

"I want you so fucking bad," you say.

"You do?" I taunt. "It's good to want things.....," I add with a smile that gives you just the right amount of permission to sink a level down.

Everything in the experience I have of you is of a savory body. You make wholesomeness hot. There is nothing I want more in these moments than to dance with you in this created space we share.

I want to eat you up...acquaint myself with the ingredients that make you.

The sweetness of our creation is simple- we like how each other tastes. No words penetrate into the depths...we dance in the monosyllabic language of all our own.

Our teasings become synchronized. I place my hand on my chest.

My beautiful man from middle America....my body responds to you with abandon

"What a dirty man I found," I say to myself.

I bite my lip....place my hands between my legs.

Thank heavens! What a delectable dirty man.
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Sun and hat
Posted:Nov 2, 2017 1:30 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2017 8:40 am
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it was just way too fun to play with the light today.....


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For Anais
Posted:Oct 29, 2017 4:39 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2020 1:53 pm
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In honor of the energies of the season, I pour libations and sing of your wisdom!

Oh, beloved teacher.

How I wish I could sit with you under the full moon and the quiet night.

I long to ask you of your experiences of loving a body the way it needs to be loved......

-on how to be able to stay true to the needs of your own soul
while paying homage to another

- on how to savor the raptures

-on how to mend the tears


- on how to say yes

- on how to say no

- on committing to the truth and beauty of your own heart

Today, I write for you, dear lady of the pen.

Our lady of naked truth.

I honor your fire, as a sister committed to the same burning.

I pour a glass of red wine for you today, Anais.

Wherever your wildly free soul is dancing, know that our lineage has not dissolved.

There still remains a tribe of women, here on earth, dedicated to sacred dives into flesh and of the giving of our hearts with abandon
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My Nature
Posted:Oct 16, 2017 9:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2017 2:03 am
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I am in love with freedom.....

I am in love with the western horizon when the pink of solar light touches the red stone of the earth.
Sun and stone dance and I witness the ecstasy of their playfulness.

Some of us were told when younger that yearning is ugly.
That yearning is an expression of a vulnerability that has no rightful place in our conditioned and successful lives-
Our careful lives built from fragility.
We build walls around our yearning.
We judge it.
We tell it that yearning is not a heavenly occupation.

Oh, but how the earth itself proves that old fable wrong.
Nature corrects me.
When I get lost in my over-critical mind, nature reminds me that yearning exists in all life.
In those moments of confusion, I take off my shoes and put my feet in the soil and listen to nature's wisdom.
Nature beckons me to, " hush."
"stop the clatter in your head, " she says.
"Breathe and feel me into your bones. You're my . You are mine. Your way is the way of earth, air, fire, and water...
You're only sin is letting them make you believe you're not my ."

Yearning is the exquisite sensation of my soul wanting to know itself through its unveiling with another. Yearning is the beginning of a dance....

and I see this dance everywhere I go.
I see it in the way the leaves desire the sun.
I feel it in the way my body moves to rhythym.
I hear in the the sound of an uninhbited laugh.
I smell it in the air after a rainstorm.
I hear it in a soft moan of bliss my lover releases during a deep kiss.

....Yearning reminds me that my true nature is freedom.


The deeper I allow myself to feel my yearning, the more nature reminds me I am free.
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In Praise of the Art of Sensual Suggestion: A Request
Posted:Sep 9, 2017 9:09 am
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2017 6:59 pm
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I am a creature of creativity. Setting the right tone for anything is super important in assuring my long term engagement. In order for magic to happen (magic defined by me as an immersive and deep co-creative engagement with surrender and grace) the right color, tone, attitude, and intention are deeply important. This is true for me when cooking, dancing, conversing, or engaging in the erotic (of which I am a very attentive ).

So you see, when all I see are images of your anatomy without context, it does nothing for me. It leaves me a bit cheated, actually. I want to earn the privilege of seeing your beautiful self. I want lay awake at night contemplating the mystery of you. How you smell, how you feel, how you taste, and how you look. I don't compartmentalize my sexuality or sexual acts-to me they are so deeply connected to nature and the human experience that summing people up to mere body parts cuts off the flow of the exchange for me.

Don't get me wrong, I am not a prude and nor without a sense of humor. I love a beautiful body. I adore it. Yet, when all I get is a "Hi" accompanied by images of aroused parts of a body, that doesn't work for me. Now, if you feel so inclined to share with me your beautiful naked self, by all means.....but make it worth my while. Leave me a question you ponder,

write me about an experience you've had,

tell me what your needs are....

hell, tell me your favorite food.

Bring your human self, because that is always the sexiest thing you can bring.

I get that some of you love the anonymity this site can offer and that such pics can stimulate and fulfill fantasy for you. I get this and wish you many lovely opportunities for you to satisfy that. This is Meelp, after all. I am just letting you what works for me.

I want dynamism in the erotic.

"Don't kiss me. Make me bite my lip." -Michael Faudet
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My full moon blessings.....
Posted:Sep 5, 2017 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2020 1:53 pm
2477 Views

Love
Magic
Beauty
Connection
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Invocation
Posted:Aug 18, 2017 12:24 am
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2018 9:04 pm
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If only mere words could conjure you, I'd write a chapter on your breath.

If only one syllable could inch you closer to me, I'd sing your name.


... I miss you.

I create the casting circle with memories of your lips

and I light the candle to your fluttery eyelids

swimming in inhalations and sensation.

.........I miss you.

To the north, your skin

To the east, your voice

To the south, your sex

To the west, your sweat.

I call to the space between us.
I call to the memory of shared moments.

If only it were that easy to bring you close to me so that I can ease my body of this ache for you.

I'll feel better when the sun rises, and my need to hear you whisper my name

in ecstasy dissipates.

When the first shades of dawn rise, I will find my

courage to distance your fire from my mind......

......but tonight

I miss you.
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Verbal reflections on Surrender....(for Another)
Posted:Aug 10, 2017 8:31 am
Last Updated:Nov 26, 2019 2:13 pm
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.....when a girl reclaims her Wild, tiny footsteps evaporate.

In the sand, where once the imprints of tiny toes once stood, appears something different-a Calypso...unapologetic and beautiful.....

I have been feeling a rumbling of something ancient stir. It's something that has been dormant for a long time, perhaps lifetimes, if you believe in that sort of thing. It's body is of yearning and fulfillment. This ancient speaks of freedom, smells of lust, and breathes in the sacredness of Another’s breath.

...Another....

This newly born thing has been touched so deep by Another- been penetrated by words, sincere actions, and body parts. It leaves me , the silent witness to this change, open and raw. I am mindfully present, and yet, without language to describe this cellular shift. I’ve been hijacked and all I can do is sit, watch, and feel my body burn. Desire is a monster best described in monosyllabic moans…it’s not of the mind. It’s pure fucking body and it feels good and terrible.

For Another I let go of language and feel into the crevices. Feel into....stand on feet i don't recognize and trust I won't get swallowed....
or beg to the Goddess I will...
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Another revolution around the sun.....
Posted:Aug 3, 2017 12:33 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2017 8:41 am
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Today I enter a new decade.

How are your forties?

I must say I feel more in my skin than I ever did.......is that part of the age?
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Written reflection about my Sub
Posted:Aug 2, 2017 3:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2018 9:09 pm
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He wants to learn how to serve me. How to please, gratify, and give me pleasure. He wants firmness and a steady mind to get lost into. He wants a container to feel this freely, a place to shed identity. I, the Queen of Control, am learning how to let go. To stay in my body. To savor more deeply how this man and his longing to be owned has touched me. It has. It does. Oh, how it does.

His lesson in denial has become one of accepting the prolonged build, to slow down the climb and savor the slow. In this he’s been an apt pupil. My lesson is to ease up on my denials and fall into the pit. My experience demands taking off my crown of thorns, descending off the cross, and getting my hands dirty in the murkiness of being human. It’s amazing that after all these years, I remain the Catholic school girl, so desperately wanting to be good, yet seeing no face of feminine holiness to look up to and wanting to connect with an Omniscient God. A god that, through biblical decree, has no time for my feminine meanderings into Body. And so it remains that underneath the perfectly pressed uniforms donned by these Catholic girls, that unsettled ancient lure of the sensuous beckons for its rightful place in the way of things. Those girls were always so bad…and as it turns out so am I.
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Knowing what you want.
Posted:Aug 1, 2017 10:12 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2017 12:26 am
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I've been on Meelp for almost a week and am beginning to feel a bit more versed in the format. Me, being more artistically inclined, sometimes need to remember patience. I've received a lot of messages and hate to ignore people, especially when they put thought into their words. However, my time does not permit me to thoughtfully respond to a lot of them. That is one thing that bothers me, as I like to be courteous.

I am an all or nothing kinda gal in many ways.....

I cannot wait to explore the writings and hear of the experiences of others.

In a response to my last blog post, someone stated that I should make clear parameters around my needs and expectations.

Noted. That is definitely an idea I take into other aspects of my life, too. As I am an expansive woman interested in so many things, there are times I pause in the middle of an interesting experience to realize I forgot my my original intent.
Being too expansive leads to no ground. Balance is key.

How clear are you on making firm statements around your wants and needs? Have there been times where your waivering has led to blissful unintended moments?

Thanks for reading my thoughts.

Be well.
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New to this
Posted:Jul 26, 2017 4:48 pm
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2017 2:20 pm
4378 Views

I am new to this and am very curious.

Do people use this site successfully?

Whats been your experience?
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