Missing You  

justpervin29 46M
285 posts
4/11/2017 7:16 pm
Missing You

Sitting in the chair
I mindlessly grab my mug
and swallow down
the passage of time.
I shouldn’t miss you this much,
but I do.
I smiles when
I see her face
before reality
erases the mirage
of my mind.
How long has it been
since I saw you last?
The clock
doesn’t keep track
of time like that.
Was it just this morning
I left your embrace.
Has it been weeks
or months?
I know it has felt like forever.
I can still feel
your body pressed to mine.
Know how my arms engulf you
and your breasts flatten
against my chest
as we pull each other closer
simply because it feels right.
I can feel
the strands of your hair
kiss and snuggle
my neck and cheek
as your head
rests against my shoulder.
My mind conjures up
the subtle aroma of you
as I feel you hold me.
The memory of our reality
is transplanting itself
into the reality of now.
For I feel at peace
here with you,
despite you being
far too many heartbeats away.
I say I miss you,
but you are always
here with me.
I miss the reality of you
even though I always feel
the memory of you.
Of course I miss
they way your lips
meld to mine.
I remember every
breathtaking curve of you.
Every perfect imperfection.
How you feel
when we are together,
when we are one.
The joy and happiness
I feel
when I see your beautiful face
give me strength
more than you
will ever know.
You are more than
a gorgeous woman,
more than
a sweet caring soul.
More than a friend.
More than a lover.
You are the best
of what I myself
want to be.
The memory
of your smile
is my reminder
of how lucky I am.
I just like it
when I can reach out
and make sure
the dream
is a reality.
Every moment
isnt perfect
or a fairy tale.
But in the end
they are all better
when you are around.
I shouldn’t miss you this much,
but I do.
So when you see me smile
as I approach,
feel the vigor
of my embrace,
and my fingers
trace your beautiful face,
simply know
this moment
has played in my mind
since I saw you last.
And this moment now,
here with you,
will play in my mind
until I see you again.

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justpervin29 46M
2578 posts
4/11/2017 7:27 pm

Was watching a show and the notion of really missing someone (you know where the couple runs to each other and he lifts her into his arm in a big embrace) made me want to explore that emotion and the end result was this post. Just tried to give te simple notion some depth and context, not sure thats what I did but this was my first pass at it just to challenge myself (and procrastinate on the other 4 stories I have worked off and on this past week lol) The graphic was just playing around with stock photos etc. Theres no call to action but was just me dipping my toes into it all (playing with fonts, color, chaning the filter of the picture etc. Anyway hope you enjoyed this lil exersize.

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japaneseass 52F  
48213 posts
4/12/2017 2:35 am

mmm....yah...i get the emotion...the dept of emotion...i tell you...you are sooo good...i really enjoy it...

justpervin29 replies on 4/12/2017 2:57 am:
You are so sweet and far too kind, thank you. Very glad you liked it and thank you for your kind words.

backdoorgirl101 51F  
26 posts
4/21/2017 1:16 am

JP u r correct not your usual style... yet you nailed it!!! Tou are a gifted man.... ty for letting us see who u are and what we can be....


backdoorgirl101 51F  
26 posts
4/21/2017 1:18 am

Wait did i forge to say that i loved it? sorry, cause i did... lots!! tty BDG101

justpervin29 replies on 4/21/2017 3:07 am:
BDG thank you so glad you liked it and as always you are far too kind thank you

Jules1590 51F
6119 posts
5/15/2017 4:33 am

worded so well. I know exactly what this is. The longing.

even when you're still with that person you try to beat down the impending parting..."I miss you already," that melancholy creeping into your moment together.
Or when you re-unite, you didn't know how much you missed them until you were gazing back into their eyes, melting back into their embrace, inhaling that warm familiar scent...
When its like that, its almost painful to be apart.

This piece speaks to me on so many levels. Thank you for sharing. You're a gifted writer.

justpervin29 replies on 5/15/2017 3:33 pm:
Thank you so much for such a sweet and eloquent comment. Am glad the piece was in some small way able to touch upon that feeling. The longing is the perfect synopsis That painful, a part of me is missing when your gone feeling. Yet all that pain and longing is erased the moment you see them again. Then the clock begins to tick as the moment when it all ends again races towards you. You know you will catch pieces of them every day. A smell, a sight, a sound, a warm ray of sunshine that reminds you of what you feel when they are near. You have such a beautiful way of seeing things. Thank you so much for stopping by and your kind words. I really enjoy your blog, you are the gifted writer.

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