Overwhelm is real!
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Posted:Jun 3, 2020 3:59 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2020 11:53 pm
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I found out my wife and I were getting divorced 2 weeks ago. I was able to get myself a uhaul and loaded it up with the most important of my stuff and headed south to Florida. I stopped for the night in Nashville and was able to find a wonderful cock to suck before bed. Nothing beats that feeling of a stretched mouth and empty nuts (we 69ed a while).
But the next morning, I started getting a lot of people contacting me in the Florida area where I was moving. All of them wanted me to get together with them so they could suck me. Well, a few of them really wanted to bottom for me, but I am strictly oral for the time being. My rectum can't handle being a bottom and I am still a virgin as far as penetrating a man pussy. I always feel like if I am interested in them, it is for their awesome cock, not their ass. I feel bad, because a lot of people genuinely enjoy a cock in their ass. But since I haven't done it yet and I have been married to a very jealous woman (actually this was the second very jealous woman I am divorcing), I never had time to develop relationships with guys who would want to bottom for a rookie. And anyway, I still like sucking a cock too much to ignore it flapping on its own like that.
When I watch porn, I always feel so bad for the guy getting fucked. His cock is flapping around all lonely, just begging for a mouth to take it in. I would much rather be part of a threesome where I could take care of all those flapping cocks from the bottoms. But I digress... while stroking off thinking about it. It is hard to type while stroking.
But the incessant number of people practically begging me to let them suck me off or bottom for me is unreal. Here I am, freshly separated from my wife of 5 years, (but we were together for 11), I am feeling more fucked than I had the last two month of our marriage. I have a uhaul full of stuff to put into the house that I have been using when I come to Tampa for the football season. It was already pretty well stocked, but now I am adding more clothing, kitchen crap and other stuff. I literally don't know where to put anything.
I take a break, look on Meelp and some of the other sites for gay and bi men and drool over the nice cocks. But all the while, I am getting messages and instant messages from people that want my cock. I tell them politely what I am doing and it is as though they are a used car salesman... they don't take no for an answer.
I had to block 2 people and piss off 3 others because they literally didn't take a hint. I understand. I would suck my cock if given the chance (I actually tried a few times when I was much younger - it is dangerous unless you are very flexible) and maybe even fuck myself if it were possible (I would know how gentle to be if I were doing it). But there are a LOT of people out there and not that much time. Especially if I want to host. My place looks like a storage unit right now. Boxes and totes everywhere. Maybe if someone would have offered to help me - I would have invited them over for sure and then we could have showered together and had some good sex.
When people are telling you they are overwhelmed, listen to what they are saying. It has nothing to do with sex. Well, most of the time. After getting my balls drained, I am not going to let someone else try to suck a ball out through my straw - at least give me 12 hours to replenish my spunk supply.
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The Importance Of Time
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Posted:Nov 9, 2018 10:08 am
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2024 1:58 am
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Nobody is guaranteed another minute on this planet.
Look at recent events in Pittsburgh and California, where people thought they were simply going to worship or have some drinks never came home. Someone had different plans.
So when I get messages from people who are simply wasting my time because they know I cannot respond unless I upgrade, I think it pretty rude. They are taking some of my time. Time I could have better invested in finding someone fun to hang with.
Even in the IM, the 3 invite per day limit prevents a lot of us from finding the person who is genuinely a fit for us. I have gotten a lot of "Hey there!" messages that when I respond, I get nothing. Why did you contact me if you weren't going to reply once I responded?
Even when I think about the selfishness of people who are stealing time from others, I am reminded about the generosity of some of the best people I have gotten to know on here. Those who allow messaging from non-paying members are the most generous, because they are risking getting their time wasted by a lot of tire kickers.
Many of the people who have contacted me who allow contact have been very genuine and have invited me over to play with them. It was a lot of fun.
I guess as my time on this planet gets further and further from the midpoint of my life, I am more sensitive to the cost of wasted minutes, hours and days. Time cannot be taken back like a rake you loaned your neighbor.
You can be generous with your time, and you will get some of it wasted. But you can also enjoy some pretty great times, too. So I guess I should ease up a bit instead of being uptight about it. I might miss an opportunity to enjoy some fun if I waste my time on fussing about it!
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