Pushing Limits  

veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/7/2017 8:38 am

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Pushing Limits


I am sitting here this Sunday morning looking at blogs and groups. I realized when I first started on Meelp, I was pretty much a vanilla sex guy. As I explored Meelp and made a couple of friends, who encouraged to join groups and start my blog, I realized I was sexually repressed. As I read other members sexual likes, fantasies, role plays, and alternative lifestyles, I pretty realized I too wanted to explore. Taboo was no longer a bad thing, but a way for people to describe alternative lifestyles. I starting exploring BDSM. I was pushing my limits. I decided at age 49 I needed to break free of social norms in regards to sex. I wanted to explore.

Now that I am 53, I am now pushing the limits of my sexuality more. My live-in girlfriend and I are both pushing our limits as a couple as well. I am a voyeur and I like to watch my girlfriend have sex with other males. I also want to clean up after sex- meaning after the man cums in her, I will lick the cum out of her and clean the man up also. I am a cuckold. I have realized this fulfills me sexually. I love it when my partner gets satisfied sexually.

I do have issues with erectile dysfunction. I cannot regularly keep a hard on for long period. It is related to a medical issue. I feel guilty of not satisfying my girlfriend with intercourse. We do other things to get her off but I don’t fuck her. I try to but my erection does not maintain long enough so that she can cum. I cum way to fast. So, I want to satisfy her sexually via a surrogate. In the cuckold world, this sexual surrogate is called “the Bull.” The bull will fuck my girlfriend and I watch. To add to my sexual desires, I need to participate by cleaning her up. It’s my way of showing her I accept this surrogate sex act. I am submitting to her and her sexual needs.

This new lifestyle adds a new dimension to our life. We are communicating more, we are having fun, we are honest and open, and lastly we are exploring ourselves emotionally and mentally. I realized I want to be push the limits even more. I have decided I want to explore my bisexuality. I realize I was so afraid of having male on male sex because of the stigma of gay sex. I have fantasized for most of my life of male on male sex. I love when I play with my prostate to orgasm. I think with this cuckold lifestyle the next progression in my sexual life is bisexual sex. My girlfriend is so supportive and she can’t wait for me to meet some guys on here. She wants to watch and participate.

I am not looking for validation or approval/disapproval from the members on Meelp. It’s my sexual awakening and my alternative lifestyle- I am not asking for your approval or your judgement. I would only ask for tolerance and understanding. My question to the Meelp watchers and Meelp membership is how have you pushed your limits? Are you growing sexually and mentally?




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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/7/2017 8:42 am

Here is my next phase....

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poolsharkf1900 48M
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5/7/2017 11:29 am

pushing limits is a great thing as long as both agree


KItkat1415 56F  
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5/7/2017 12:05 pm

I have been writing a blog here for the past three years and I am contacted by members all the time who are in various stages of exploring their sexuality. So I'm happy for the two of you.
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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/7/2017 12:36 pm

    Quoting poolsharkf1900:
    pushing limits is a great thing as long as both agree
agreed...both have to willing to explore!

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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/7/2017 12:36 pm

    Quoting KItkat1415:
    I have been writing a blog here for the past three years and I am contacted by members all the time who are in various stages of exploring their sexuality. So I'm happy for the two of you.
    Kk
thanks! I am exploring and so is my GF!

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sweet_VM 60F  
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5/7/2017 1:50 pm

Hello funny I think your moving up into something really good now. It is always good to explore and find out what we really want in life and how far we will go to get it. ty for this post it was awesome.. hugs V

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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/7/2017 4:37 pm

    Quoting sweet_VM:
    Hello funny I think your moving up into something really good now. It is always good to explore and find out what we really want in life and how far we will go to get it. ty for this post it was awesome.. hugs V
Thanks V, I appreciate your comments! How have you grown?

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pal334 64M  
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5/8/2017 5:26 am

I may have reached a plateau , but was always adventurous. I am glad you are pursuing different things, it will enrich you

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spunkycumfun 58M/64F  
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5/8/2017 11:36 am

I think we all go on some sort of sexual journey, admittedly some travel farther than others. I just hope I haven't reached my destination yet.


veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/8/2017 4:37 pm

    Quoting pal334:
    I may have reached a plateau , but was always adventurous. I am glad you are pursuing different things, it will enrich you
I concur....we all need to grow or will stagnate!

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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/8/2017 4:37 pm

    Quoting spunkycumfun:
    I think we all go on some sort of sexual journey, admittedly some travel farther than others. I just hope I haven't reached my destination yet.
Me neither....slow but sure...moving ahead!

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author51 56F  
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5/9/2017 1:19 am

I have grown somewhat as when I came on here I only had vanilla long relationships in my life.I had always wanted to do more than my ex husband and ex commonlaw but they were not willing to push any limits.

I have found out that even though I am bi curious and still want a MFM I probably will not.I really am only a one man woman and do not like to share my men with other women..As for my exhibitionism and finally enjoying my body by taking photos yes that is something new for me since joining.Taking videos of myself in a sex tape with my ex lover was also pushing my boundaries..

I am into blindfolds and different textures, no BDSM but I do like to be handcuffed and tied with scarves only, no ropes.I have always enjoyed sex outdoors and had a lover who did as well.I miss him as he was way more open minded and adventurous than my previous relationships.

Good luck with it all..

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BeccaLuvs 57F  
16196 posts
5/9/2017 9:42 am

Guess I have also been 'very' sexily educated here VF! And, guess we always did live in a society that frowned on, esp sexual activities?! In many ways we prob still do? So, good for you - letting go and seeing what else there is to enjoy! Sameoh def gets boring - different and fun is exciting - so long as you do enjoy it!

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citizen4722 61M  
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5/9/2017 4:04 pm

I've learned a lot since being on here (not just sex related) I don't judge and I know I would have liked to have tried different things but I didn't push my limits!


veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/9/2017 4:26 pm

    Quoting author51:
    I have grown somewhat as when I came on here I only had vanilla long relationships in my life.I had always wanted to do more than my ex husband and ex commonlaw but they were not willing to push any limits.

    I have found out that even though I am bi curious and still want a MFM I probably will not.I really am only a one man woman and do not like to share my men with other women..As for my exhibitionism and finally enjoying my body by taking photos yes that is something new for me since joining.Taking videos of myself in a sex tape with my ex lover was also pushing my boundaries..

    I am into blindfolds and different textures, no BDSM but I do like to be handcuffed and tied with scarves only, no ropes.I have always enjoyed sex outdoors and had a lover who did as well.I miss him as he was way more open minded and adventurous than my previous relationships.

    Good luck with it all..
Yes....we are need our adventures...btw...you like ropes and handcuffs...that is Bondage! so you do like B but the DSM! I hope you do experience the MFM....no sharing the male there....only males sharing you!

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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/9/2017 4:27 pm

    Quoting BeccaLuvs:
    Guess I have also been 'very' sexily educated here VF! And, guess we always did live in a society that frowned on, esp sexual activities?! In many ways we prob still do? So, good for you - letting go and seeing what else there is to enjoy! Sameoh def gets boring - different and fun is exciting - so long as you do enjoy it!
yes...I know I will! What is your sexual growth? maybe it can be a topic on your blog? Thanks for stopping by!

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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/9/2017 4:43 pm

    Quoting citizen4722:
    I've learned a lot since being on here (not just sex related) I don't judge and I know I would have liked to have tried different things but I didn't push my limits!
I was like you...observing from afar on here....but I decided a couple of years ago to go for it! You might push your limits in the future....I hope you do!

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play_mate42 48M  
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5/10/2017 10:18 am

I would gladly help with your next phase.


veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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5/10/2017 8:28 pm

    Quoting play_mate42:
    I would gladly help with your next phase.
Maybe!

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veryfunnycple64 55M/55F  
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6/3/2017 4:13 pm

    Quoting  :

yes...working on it!

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