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Introduction
Ok, I'm simply going to be straight up honest here and not spend a lot of time over thinking what to write. I'll also try to make this short and to point.
I've been single and pretty much celibate for over a decade. Train wreck relationships and you crazy ass women scare the shit outta me and are a guaranteed one way ticket back to unconsciousness if I allow myself to be sucked back in by one. I've also left my share of damage along the way and never want to be the cause of another's heart ache or pain again so I strive my best to tread carefully.
I've spent the years focused on healing and growth, mentally, physically and Spiritually; though all along being careful to avoid any chance of emotional vulnerability, openness or attachment.
Safe path but I'm realizing more and more just how unfulfilling and lonely a one it is.
Still have much work to do, and still quite terrified of becoming emotionally available but the clock is ticking and a new fear has been creeping in with a growing intensity.
That of my passionate, sensual, sexual, kinky, open, explorative, giving nature being lost to the aging years and looking back with the worst regret for not experiencing and giving more.
I still have a wealth of pleasure and sensation to give and crave to explore and experience before this physical vessel losses its appeal.
I'm older than the age posted here, though all pics are current within the year. Sorry, didn't want to get filtered out immediately by the younger demographic I still feel somewhat aligned with.
I'm 5'11, 200+ lbs with a lean muscular build. I train 5- 6 days a week and blessed to be holding strong to a youthful appearance, mind and body.
I guess I'm here seeking potential connection and possibly/hopefully sharing the most intense and pleasurable experiences we can conjure up ;o)
I'm not here looking for a bunch of random encounters and finding my soulmate then living happily ever after would be a welcomed surprise, but I'm not holding my breath.
In the meantime finding someone I click with and can enjoy spending time with with no expectations would be lovely.
and seriously, this is my first attempt at letting go and exploring this aspect of my nature for many years so please, if your MO is notorious for fucking up guys heads or just plain carrying around bad juju don't.
I created a blog you can click on over to the left with my profile from a Spiritual dating site a number of years back when I thought/felt briefly that I may be ready to expose myself to vulnerability once again and seeking the one. I had it up for less than a month realizing this wasn't the case. It's a lengthy read for sure and fairly out there with pretentious overtones and lots of words many will no doubt find over the top and a possible turn off but I figured I'd post it here just the same in case anyone finds themselves interested in a little deeper insight. That being said, I'm actually kinda worried about it and ask if you do choose to read further and find it a turn off or a deterrent for any rea please be so kind as to let me know so I can consider removing it. The purpose of this endeavor is to primarily seek out and satisfy pleasures of the flesh and I don't want to inadvertently chase anyone off :o)
Information
Sexual Orientation:
Straight / Prefer not to say
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Looking For: Women or Couples (2 women) |